and now i can't believe this..
my life has change in so may way..
in very different way..
and it goes to hell...
yes.
my life just in it way to hell..
i can't trust anyone anymore..
ANYONE..
again i feel this..
THE ONE I TRUST AND LOVE THE MOST WILL BE THE ONE WHO HURT ME THE MOST..
and i just can't believe the person is you..
i'm too deeply dissapointed..
to myself..
no one to be blame here..
just me..
just like before..
i'm the one who will be at fault..
i am guilty to have a faith that they or he or she or anyone won't hurt me...
but then i know..
hanging on someone would never be the right thing anymore..