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kidnapmyheart
Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far
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I'm loud and moody; can be fun and sucks at the same time.
I party till dawn,
I hangout till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm ME.
And a unique one too.

If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm lovin' it.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
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don't know what happen with me
Tuesday, June 17, 200821:47
ga bisa boong.
gua kecewa..
sangat kecewa..
mungkin ini yang dibilang ga boleh berharap pada manusia..di saat gua berharap memiliki orang yang bsa dijadikan sandaran untuk gua, orang itu malah ada untuk menyakiti gua..

well, not in directly sih..dan mungkin gua yg terlalu sensitif ato apa lah..tapi smua nya terasa sangat menyesakkan gua..
seakan-akan seluruh dunia menekan gua dan memojokkan gua..

and again..
mungkin itu hanya karena gua yg hyper sensitive..

mungkin salah gua yg terlalu banyak menggantungkan harapan pada manusia..di saat seharusnya harapan itu digantungkan pada Tuhan, ato setidaknya pada diri kita sendiri walo sebenarnya diri sendiri jg manusia..

kadang gua benci sm diri gua sendiri..kenapa gua ga bisa memaksa diri gua untuk bertindak lebih?
kenapa gua ga bisa membuat diri gua sendiri untuk lebih menghargai hidup gua sendiri?
kenapa gua ga bisa membuat diri gua sendiri lebih berarti di mata orang lain?

and now i feel so useless..


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