hari ini berencana mau ntn transformer..pengen pengen ga pengen sih ntn nya juga sebenarnya mah..tapi pengen ngumpul sm temen2 dan gua dauh laam ga ktmu si beo..jadi aja gua memutuskan buat ikut pegi menonton..heuheuehueheu...

kmaren check up lagi k dokter THT dan hasilnya cukup menggembirakan...there's nothing wrong with my lymphoid!!! alias ga ada yg bermasalah sm bengkak nya kelenjar getah bening gua kmaren ini..tapi buat ke depan nya gua selama 2 minggu ga boleh makan yg pedes2 ato dingin2 dulu..gampang banget kl ini sih..secara gua ga suka makanan pedes dan jarang jg d rumah sedia yg dingin2...hahahahaha...tapi kmaren slasa k jakarta gua dwanti2 udah ga boleh tidur telat lagi..huuu...menyebalkan skali ini mah..hahahah..

my friend asks me something...he said, "kenapa update status lu jadi bnyk yg beriman gt....ahahahah"
is there something wrong with that?i dont think so..i just have nowhere to go again..and i know that God would always beside me to understand me most from everyone..coz He is the one who has made me...Dia yg tau smua apa yang bakal terjadi dalam hidup gua,dan gua cukup diam dan 'menatap' Dia, Dia tau apa yang gua rasain tanpa perlu gua bercerita panjang lebar lagi..i have no one to understand me for now...not in technically...tapi gua jg ga mungkin selalu mengeluhkan hal yang sama ato mirip2 terus2an sama ke mereka kan?i just try to live my life again with my different way..i dont want to disturb them with any story of me again..they dont deserve it..

sometime i feel lost..have no one to lied off again...my best friend has a girlfriend now..and it's a normal thing when he gave all of his time to her...i did that when i had a boyfriend too, so i will consider this as a punishment to me, for neclegted him before...i have other best friend, but i dongt think i should ask them to hear the stories...they have so many problem of their own that's for sure...

gua tiba2 teringat buku semasa SMA antara gua dan phi..d saat gua bener2 'religius' saat itu..i'm so amazed..how can both of us find all of that scripture?
do you remember that phi??buku kucing ungu yg kita beli..dan itu smua berisi gmn lemah nya gua dulu menghadapi masalah gua dulu?
this book really encourage me...
hey, God has His plan for me..kl dulu gua ga pinjem lagi buku ini dan kalo gua ga lupa buat balikin lagi buku ini k phi mungkin skrg gua jg masih bingung..hahahah..
tapi smua injil yg kita tulis d sini bener2 menguatkan gua...

how i miss those time..
saat gua slalu menyandarkan diri gua pada Tuhan..
hope i can be that person again, but even better...

thx God!
thx for give me such a wonderful life
and precious moments..
and precious gifts ever, MY BEST FRIENDs....
(esp. phi and bocel...it's a great thing to have you in my life)