once said that people would never feel enough...
and that's true...
very TRUE...
coz i never feel enough..even good things or bad things..*hahaha*
but for this time i just never feel enough if i only thanking God and feel blessed for i have in my life..esp. for everyone i have..

my family..
first of all, my DEAREST mom...she has an endless strength to face the life and to keep all of her children live and move on forward..i never imagine if my mom has any of my characters..maybe us *her children* will end up being homeless jobless and of course wont be able to finish our study at all..thx God, for He has give us wonder woman..nothing compare to her..nothing, and NO ONE...
my lil sister, the person who keep me insane yet keep me on the track where i should be..she's totally more mature than me, and always give her best advice when i lost in my sadness and madness..she's the one who can be so much fun yet sucks in the other time because she never be able to decide anything better for her life...hahahha..but that's the way we share our care...exchange any advice in any terms and conditions..hahahaha..

my 'other' family..oOnta's..
they are definitely IRREPLACEABLE...
i feel so goddamn LUCKY to have them in my life..they always care and love me..try to give back my lost smile when i feel that i'm so useless..they always support me..
suddenly my friend, lucie, tagged me in a photo at fb, she tagged me as a loveable person...and i asked her why did she tagged me as a loveable person? and simply she answered, "because everyone totally busy set up a surprise party for you while the other was never had that!"
at that time i was shocked..*well, not kind of that shocked* i was shocked how lucky i am..and this is the idea which has made me want to write now..

it will never ever enough if i only thanking or feel blessed..coz nothing compare to them...
it's more than words can say, more than an act can do, and more than anything..
maybe all i have to do just stop complaining and have a better life! *just like phi always said*
and hope that i wont dissapointing them..

lately,
i realized that i smile A LOT!
hahahahha...and it feels GREAT..and the strange thing is, i dont know why but i feel i'm in love with no one..hahahahah..crazy as it heard..but i would take it easy, coz someone said to me, "a woman looks most beautiful when she falls in love"
so, hope that i will looks beautiful now..
hahahahah..

anyway,
THANKS A LOT GOD!!