gosh, it feels like i'm not writing for couple years..hahahaha...

my life has been so busy yet FUN lately! i've never thought that i could have all of this..i've never imagine how's God would let me have all of this..i have my job now..me as the boss. me as the worker. and me as the money receiver.
HOORAAYY!!
and i've never knew that what will be my job is my dream since i was a little girl. i wont called myself as a fashion designer -at least for now- cause i havent that pro yet at all..i'm still learning, i'm still searching, and i'm still amateur..but i will and i always learn to make myself bigger and bigger..i still have a dream of having my own little boutique..and it still a long way to go..
am glad now i have a job where my mom support me..-since i always have a rejection if i wanted to do some job bfore-
am HAPPY for what i am now and it just more than words can say or wrote..thanks God thanks God THANKS GOD..for made me as a person that has been walk through the past..

i have five dresses to finished for next month, 12 tambourine dresses for xmast event in karawang..and what i excited the most is, am gonna make an evening gown for my bestest friend ever, PHI...hahahahaha...

but the sad things are, i still have me as the moody and lazy person..and that's totally drive me insane when i had my bad mood, i cant do anything, while the deadline is getting near...huuff!
how can i manage myself..why does it just so hard to do to push myself harder?

actually i still have some stories, but since i have to finish the 4 dresses on 19th Nov, i have to stop writing now...wish me luck!

and once again,
THANKS GOD for letting me wake up every morning realize and know that i have a job that i've been dreaming on before...thanks to You..