January 12, 2010
Letting go pt.1
My friend sent me this via e-mail, thought you might want to read it as well..
Farah; Muskoka, Jan 12, 2010.
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Here’s to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened.
Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going.Here’s to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do
change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over
again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again.
We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming.Here’s to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days.
Here’s for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn’t possibly call us at that moment. This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn’t bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if". Here’s to the girls who couldn’t cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist.
Here’s for the time he broke your heart again.
i got it from here if u wondering:
http://monologue.posterous.com/
monologue.posterous.comi got this msg March 5 from vianna. when i was so desperately hopeless because andri left me after he knew my serious problem. thanks again phi. :)