dear mom

prolog
did i mention at the older post that my mom struggling to give a birth for me? she even bet her own life to give a birth for me. her heartbeats stop for sometimes and she was dead for a while i guess. and what am i here nowdays? even if i scream i would give my life fir her, it wont ever the same to what she had through for giving me a birth. i love you mom.



dear mom,
i thank God for let me born in this family and most of all, made you as a person who giving me a birth. i'm sorry for every little things i did and make you sad or mad or hurt. i never meant to do those things to you. i'm proud to have you as my mom and i love you so much. maybe i still cant make you proud or give you happiness, but one thing for sure, your happiness is always at my first place. i'm sorry for every advices you give that i reject and every argue i made. i was trying to make you see i've grown up, not to hurt you.
thank you mom for teaching me about faith. that's what make me keep alive and believe there will always a way when we have a faith and will. thanks for make me realize that we are so blessed with all those problems.
Thank you Mom, thanks..
I owe you my whole life.



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