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Family Reunion
Wednesday, August 31, 201107:45
I always love family reunion. I do, I really do. But what I hate the most is, all those question that has been asked to me almost every years. "Nah taun depan mah anne yg married." Yes, I consider it as a prayer. And thanks for those prayer. But then here we go another question, "Anne sm siapa nih?gmn sm si koko X itu?udah mau aja..baik anak nya blablablabla"
I HATE IT SO MUCH. As much as I hate that guy. Why can't every adult in my family see another man isntead of make theirself believe that, that fat old short guy is a perfect match to me? And can't you see that he already has a girlfriend? Just leave all those perfet-match-for-me thingy to me and God. And stop matchmaking me.
Argh I hate this so much. And I hate you, old fat short guy. SO MUCH.



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Marriage
Sunday, August 21, 201108:27
I found almost all my friends is getting married this end of year and next year. I know and I let myself think that marriage is not a competition and when almost all your friends married it doesn't mean that you have to get married as soon as possible too.
But deep in my heart 'i-feel-so-insecure-in-my-f*ing-twenty-something' thing is really anoys me. All those marriage seems like an alert for me that told me that 'you better get ready when all your friend married and there you go,alone and without any-husband-to-be. And you look so pathetic.' Damn you alert.
Maybe what makes me feel so insecure is having an environment who always asking me when will I'm getting married,while they know I don't have any boyfriend, so what's the point of the question? And mom didn't help me at all. She wants me to be happy when I get married, but she didn't allow me to know a guy I wanna know more. She keeps thinking that 'mother knows best. and a guy that she choose was the best.' For god sake mom, can't you see that the freak fat old man is doesn't like me? And I hate him either. We just don't get along, mom. How could you think I would be happy if I married him? I know I will be financially happy. But I know I won't be mentally happy.
I feel insecure but I know God has His time. So for now I just can pray and ask God to give me patient to hear all those question about when will I get married.



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