so, now we've entered the 2012. it's february already. and the wedding invitation starts 'haunting' me. haha. no, it's not that a wedding invitation feels scary for me, but it means, "HEY, WAKE UP GIRL. YOU'RE HEADING YOUR 25 AND DON'T YOU SEE ALMOST AL OF YOUR FRIENDS IS GETTING MARRIED?"
ok. i'm not in a rush for getting a husband or something. i just want the right person. but sometimes it's bother me when it comes the family gathering time. those question.
i'm so happy for my friends. two or three of them is waiting for the baby. some of them waiting for the wedding day. some wait for the engagement. me? i'm not waiting for anything but being invited to the wedding, attend the wedding, and what? nothing. i'm not waiting anything.
what? a right man? i guess i'm just too tired for waiting him. i'm just enjoying my sewing time and dress making for now.
yes, a guy come and go and still no one had impress me. it's not like i'm make a high standard or somekind like that. it's just he doesn't impress me much. he doesn't fit me. he doesn't make any effort. and so on. so it always end up i lost the feeling. pathetic me, i know. maybe i just lost the sense of loving someone.
haha.