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God has a funny way to get my ass out from my comfort zone. One of my best friends is going to study aboard to japan. The one that I always be with everytime we have a gathering time with the college friends. And she finally found her soulmate-to-be. And yes, again, I feel like I was left behind struggle alone for everything.
And yet, mom still looks me in a pathetic way. The moment I told her that my friend's boarding time has approved, all she can say was only, "don't worry dear, you will meet your future boyfriend too." I don't know which part of that sentence refered to the study aboard thingy.
And yes, the moment my mom said that was the moment I walked to my room and burst into tears and I don't understand why I have to cry.
Pathetic me.