My weight is gaining again. The only good thing about that is my boobs is growing bigger too along with the fat in my belly and upper arm.

How's life? Still in this path, making some bridesmaid gowns, prewed gowns -and still not mine yet to make-, help mom with her job, and still haven't get the time to do my own project. And since my brother will need me to help him to do that taxes program, my own project would has a very long time to start.

Sometimes I hate to have an ability to do the thing I hate, accounting in this case, it's not mean that I'm not grateful about the ability, but I just want to focus at only one carreer for now. And I know, it's all my fault to choose that major when I was at the college. How can I do all this job together? I'm just afraid I will end up being nothing.