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kidnapmyheart
Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far
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I'm loud and moody; can be fun and sucks at the same time.
I party till dawn,
I hangout till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm ME.
And a unique one too.

If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm lovin' it.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
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Monday, October 29, 201218:08

I dont know what to say anymore. It's not that i'm not feeling blessed or anything like so.
l dont even know myself anymore. I feel lost. I dont know what I want. And I don't even know what am I doing here anymore. I cant do what I want and I cant have what i need. Where am i live?
Maybe it's just me who cant figt harder for myself. But well, even if i did i cant leave this situation. All i know i have to do this because this is my responsibility.

I love travelling but i cant go anywhere.
I love sewing but i rarely have time to sew.
I love to go whereever i want but dont even have time to hangout.
I love someone but not allowed to have him.

Wbat actually am i doing here anyway?



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Monday, October 01, 201219:02
Somehow I feel so much better for not in touch with you anymore. But yes, most of times, I still missing you. A lot. There's one time when I signed in to my ym account and you say hi to me. Ask if everything ok and am I do everything right.
I'm ok. I really ok. I still love you, but then again I think I've took the right decision. Phi told me that there's nothing right about this relationship. About me and him. I know I shouldn't do this from the first time but yet I still do this. I feel so guilty. I hope they still together by now and everything is ok between them. Am I gonna get my karma? I'm so scared.


















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