Numb.
I dont know what to say anymore. It's not that i'm not feeling blessed or anything like so.
l dont even know myself anymore. I feel lost. I dont know what I want. And I don't even know what am I doing here anymore. I cant do what I want and I cant have what i need. Where am i live?
Maybe it's just me who cant figt harder for myself. But well, even if i did i cant leave this situation. All i know i have to do this because this is my responsibility.
I love travelling but i cant go anywhere.
I love sewing but i rarely have time to sew.
I love to go whereever i want but dont even have time to hangout.
I love someone but not allowed to have him.
Wbat actually am i doing here anyway?