Maybe i was born with dual personalities. Or maybe i'm not.
Somehow i feel like i lived 2 different world. Well maybe not that different. I just need ro be free.
I cant stand live in a woeld where everything has an edge. I hate living in a world where i have to act like i never did anything wrong or never did anything bitchy.
I envy my friends who can have a free will and free thought. They can choose the way they wanna live. Even if they cant, they can refuse to do that. It's not that i'm not fight hard for what i want. It's just that i feel i have a reaponsibility not to do what i want. Not to have what i need. And stop loving the one i love. I hate my life sometimes.